You and Me

Why is this love so hard to bare? Every time I see you my heart falls apart, When i think of u my mind goes abstract, And for a morsel of time, Its only you and me; me and you; you and i, Together for a lifetime, I feel weak yet strong; simple yet complex, All of my distracting emotions, I try to move on but my future still remains my present, My mind still constantly delays and replays my past, I lie where hurt and love collide, I stand on a dead-end road where the only place to go is back, Moving forward is a difficulty; no matter how hard i try, No matter how far i may walk, I always turn around to see u, To be with u; to breath in your sweet smell of seduction; lie; and deceit, Your conceiving false of wanting to luv me, Why do i stay? Why do i put myself in this ongoing pain? Because i lust and luv; care and want; feel and nurture; I need it all too much, You are the center of my soul, The every air i inhale, But u suffocate me, You left with my every breath, This love is just too hard to bare.